“Anu bang course mo?” asked
my former professor and principal.
This
question was often reaching my ears especially now, that I am in my freshmen
year in Tertiary.
It
was until summer, before my senior year in High School, that I had a strong
grip of what’s my future would be going.
Back in my childhood days, I
dreamed that I would be once a public servant. Not necessarily a politician,
but some kind of suit-wearing soldier of the law was my ideal goal of becoming
into. I remembered when we had our drawing activity back in the 2nd
grade, where we were asked to illustrate our ‘dream job’ in the future. Of
course, even I’m still a child I have a clear vision of my dream then—a lawyer.
Why? It is because aside from the
capability to earn a huge amount of money, a lawyer can also be a public one.
Even today, I would like to defend poor from injustice and teach those money
heads how to dougie. No, just
kidding. I just wanted to fight for the low-class (insert Batman Theme) because
I’m also one of the victims of social injustice.
Back to the story, the whole
class was stunned when they saw my drawing. By the way, I am an artist and draws
well especially during my Elementary days, where I participated and won drawing
contests. Now, I can still draw, but not as excellent as others can. I just can
simply, draw.
Because of that, my teacher
humorously told me and my parents that I should go and be a future engineer
(even she pertains to an architect) because of my godly drawing skills (never
mind the word godly, I only liked it
that way).
And
then there comes my father [insert Joker Theme (wait, is there any Joker
Theme?!)] who insisted that I should be an engineer someday. Even if it’s still
too early to discuss, we put attention to it. Of course as a child, I found
myself successful in my father’s suggestion. By that time, I wanted to be an
engineer.
But
neither an engineer nor an architect could justify my soul’s need of searching
my future. Yes, I can draw. But it is not a complex, building and construction plans I wanted to draw, but a simple, directed
line towards my fellow men’s bright tomorrow (I liked it when it rhymed like
that, draw and –row, break-it-down, yow).
The
transition of my Grade to High School time brought me whole new taste of life.
Aside from bringing me a new chapter, High School was full of new ideas that
formed me as a person. By that time, I thought of taking up Political Science
degree when I got to college. Anyway, I just wanted to be a public servant. Why
can’t I be in the government someday?
I
continued life with a burning passion to serve and save my fellow men someday.
And I found it inspiring to read people’s work, especially from the early era
like Jose Rizal in my goal. I became interested reading Filipino novelists and
literature a little, for it brightens the fire in my heart somehow, even if
their works are sometimes not related to being nationalist or what. Until there
came a catalyst to my inner self—Bob Ong, which I started to see myself writes
for the people.
I’ve
already met him and read some of his books when I was in Grade 4. Of course,
his humorous words help him spread fame and tickle even a child’s mind. But it
was different in High School, when I read him again. It feels like another
persona. The one’s a clown-writer I’ve known in my early years was then
messenger from above. There I’ve learned that hidden messages were Bob Ong’s
lesson behind his writings. He has only using humorous acts to catch attention,
especially youth’s. He has been touching every life of people who reads his
work, even in a small amount.
Then,
I’ve also learned many other writers having the same style as his. There are
also some literary writers who imply hidden messages and lessons on their
works. I was fascinated!
It
was the spark for me to appreciate and understand more about readings. It
somehow entertains you, but the most enjoying of it is when you’ve learned from
it. I admired writers then. And there starts for me to appreciate my talent for
this field. Yes, I’ve been writing since elementary during Journalism
activities. Back then in High School, I was a part of our school paper. My
friends were actually the first ones to discover my writing ability. I started
writing a petty-novel when I was in first-year High School. After it, I am
writing my random thoughts that became popular with my friends.
My
joy in writing grew when one of my favourite professors discovers my talent in
writing monologue speeches and scripts. She has given me the idea of pursuing
my writing career. One of my best friends also told me that she would like it
if I go and become a great writer. Then, I realized something—I knew my home.
I’ve
always loved Journalism and Photography even when I’m still a kid. It was so
nice capturing moments and becoming a part of the world’s history. I
appreciated writers and recognized them as the heroes of the world (insert
Justice League Theme here).
[Congratulations,
you have survived the most boring part of this essay. Continue.]
I
remembered how my former principal told the class how she admires writers’
ability to construct ideas and influence her in every day of her life. For a
lawyer nor an engineer, a politician nor an architect, an accountant, doctor,
scientist, nor a professional wrestler (I’ve also dreamed of becoming a WWE
Superstar), could fit in to the needs of the humanity. For the world does need
not a material change, but an ‘inner resolution’ for them to progress in life.
A
writer’s intelligence is far greater than math and science geniuses, for
knowing how to influence one body through words is not an easy job.
Constructing sentences and ideas that could bring a nation-revolution could not
be made by engineers and architects. Accountants’ resilience and hard work are
too small for a writer’s ability to put the world into a single paper, in a
single sit. A wrestler’s strength is nothing compared to the writer’s powers to
go into wars and storms, with only a pen and paper to hold on.
“Journalism po,” I answered.
“Ah, so you’re going
to pursue your writing career,” she said with a warm smile.
That
smile means a lot to me. It was like my bright future calling me, giving me a
warm welcome.
Now,
I am on my road to my goal of public-serving through writing. And being a
Journalist would not be possible if I didn't found my Editor.
It’s
not my parents, my friends nor my professor who discovered my talent in
writing, my former principal, nor my Grade 2 teacher—but the one who I called
the “Real Hero of the World”, our God. He gave me everything from the start,
and he provided me with my future. He has planned my future. I know, for he is
my very own writer. And whatever may happen, my writing career would be
dependent to Him, for he is my editor.
For
I believe that to serve the men rightfully is to serve God. Thank you. Mabuhay!
I
am Edniel Jan Cabreza-Parrosa, a Journalist. And I have my personal Editor,
God.
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